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****** The Dixon's Worst Nightmare ******
by celina7x
Summary
     This is the trilogy of Fate or Hell I recommend you read Fate or Hell
     then Road To Home before reading this. After years of living in a
     safe community. the town is invaded and everyone is taken hostage but
     for some they are taken to the invaders territory for something they
     didn't see coming
***** Caught Off Guard *****
Eight Years Later...
DARYL'S P.O.V.
I was by Celina's grave, catching her up
Me: Kids just turned sixteen. They don't know this yet but I'm going to train
them to fight and shoot my crossbow and your bow, should be interesting. Oh
also believe it or not Angel has a boyfriend and Pauly has a girlfriend. I know
crazy right. They grew up so fast and I'm getting older. I just wanted to tell
you about our teenage kids
ANGEL'S P.O.V
I was lying in bed with Jasper, shocked
Me: I can't believe we did it
I put my hands over my face
Jasper: Angel we planned this for a long time
Me: I know but what is my dad going to think?
Jasper: Are you crazy don't tell him, he'll kill me
Me: I've never lied to my dad I have to tell him. Ugh so stupid what were we
thinking? This was a mistake
He grabs my hands
Jasper: Angel I love you and I would never ever hurt you; you know that right?
Me: Yes
Jasper: What we did was special. We waited until we were older and we were
ready
Me: I know Jasper. It was special to me to but I'm just scared
Jasper: About what? We used protection
Me: I know I just...
Abraham: Angel Dixon get your ass out here girl and come train with your
brother!
We quickly start getting dressed
Me: Shit you think he saw us both come in here
Jasper: By the sounds of it... no
Abraham: Don't make me come in there!
Me: I'm coming!
We fully get dressed
Abraham: You to Jasper!
We look at each other and couldn't help but laugh. He kisses me
Jasper: Well let's go
We head outside
Abraham: Well it's about time. Front and center!
As me, Jasper, Pauly, Lucy, and Carl get in line I look over and see dad by
mom's grave
Abraham: Angel pay attention!
Me: Yes sir!
PAULY'S P.O.V.
Ooo Angel and Jasper in the same room, if dad finds out
I laugh. Abraham comes over
Abraham: What's so damn funny boy?
Me: Nothing sir!
Abraham: Well since you want to stand around and laugh you'll go first
Damnit
He goes in the middle as I follow. We put our hands up
Abraham: Make me proud. Everyone watch closely
We start "fighting"
Abraham: Good now drop me to the floor
I try but fail miserably. Everyone starts laughing
Abraham: This is not a laughing matter! This is very serious! If you want to
survive out there you need to take this shit serious or you'll be coming out of
a walkers asshole!
Carl: Jesus Abe calm down
Abraham: Carl get down and give me twenty
Carl: Man
He starts doing push-ups
Abraham: All of you get down and give me twenty
We all groan and start doing push ups
Lucy: Hey Pauly
Me: Yeah
Lucy: I wanted to talk to you about something after this. At our hideout
Me: Alright then
Abraham: Cut the chit chat!
We look away from each other and continue doing push ups
An hour later...
ANGEL'S P.O.V.
Dad wasn't at mom's grave. I guess he's at the house. I go to the house and
look for him
Me: Dad?
Daryl: In here
I walk over and see him in the bathroom. He stops and looks at me
Daryl: What do you think?
He had cut his hair short
Me: Wow dad you look...badass
Daryl: Do I look young?
I laugh
Me: If you say so
He smiles
Daryl: Brat
Me: I wanted to talk to you about something
She messes with her fingers
Me: But I'll wait until your done
I go in the kitchen and sit at the table. I take deep breaths and begin to
shake
Me: Come on Angel you can do this. He'll understand... Right? Oh god
I start biting my nails. He comes in and sits down
Daryl: So what did you want to talk to me about?
Me: Ummm...well umm... Haha
Daryl: Angel you're shaking like if you've seen a ghost or something; what's
wrong?
Me: Please don't get mad
PAULY'S P.O.V.
I walk to me and Lucy's hideout. The outside patio outside the infirmary. She
was sitting down, I sit next to her
Me: So what's going on
Lucy: Do you like me Pauly?
Me: Yes
Lucy: Not as friends though
Me: You mean like Angel and Jasper
Lucy: Yeah
Me: To be honest I've liked you since we first met
She looks and smiles at me
Lucy: Really?
Me: Yeah and I'm not good at showing it but
I kiss her cheek. She giggles and blushes then does the same. I couldn't help
but laugh shyly and smile
DARYL'S P.O.V.
I storm out of the house
Me: JASPER!!
I see him by Abraham and start walking over. Jasper, Abraham's, and Carl look
over at me. Angel runs after me
Angel: Dad please!
Me: Angel get back in the house now!
Angel: It's not his fault... JASPER RUN!
Jasper: Oh shit!
He runs so I chase after him
Me: Come here you little shit!
Jasper: Please I'm sorry!
Angel runs after me
Angel: Dad stop!
I tackle him
Me: Taking advantage of my daughter!
Jasper: I love...
I punch him. Angel tries pulling me off but I keep punching him. She jumps on
Jasper so I stop
Me: Angel move
She shoves me. Everyone is watching
Angel: What the hell is wrong with you dad?
Me: That son of a bitch used you
Angel: No dad it was me who decided this. I'm not a little girl anymore
Me: Your sixteen and you had sex! What if you get pregnant?
Angel: We used protection, I'm fine
Me: Damnit Angel
Angel: I love him dad
She helps him up. Jasper's mouth was bleeding
Me: You love him? Let me tell you something missy. You don't know the first
thing about love or how it works. You think you know it all because you're
older but you're still a damn kid
An explosion goes off on the entrance wall. Everyone looks
Me: Oh my god
Next thing we know a bunch of bikes come through and start shooting. Everyone
starts to run. Me, Angel, and Jasper start running to the house. Pauly and Lucy
start following us
Pauly: Dad; what do we do?
Me: We have to get our weapons and fight them off
A biker cuts us off from the house. We turn around but another comes and cuts
us off from each other, separating me with them
Angel: Dad!
Me: Angel! Pauly!
Pauly: Look out!
Someone hits me in the back of the head, knocking me out
Later that day...
PAULY'S P.O.V.
Me, Angel, Jasper, Lucy, Carl and dad were all tied up with bags over our head
inside the back of the van. Dad finally woke up
Daryl: Ow... What the hell happened?
Carl: The town was taken but they only took us
Me: We don't know where though
Lucy: I'm scared... What do they want with us?
Angel: What I want to know is why us kids? Plus dad
Me: We must have pissed someone off on our little adventure
Angel: Dad do you think it's the same guys that attacked us?
Daryl: Could be
Me: Damn I was the one shot them
Daryl: Don't say anything to them. No one talk to them just keep your heads
down and dont show any weaknesses
The van stops. The door opens as they pull us out one by one and set us on our
knees. They remove the bag from our heads. We were on top of a waterfall,
inches away from the edge. We hear a motorcycle pull up behind us
Guy: We got them all lined up for you boss, they're all yours
I see a foot pass by me so I slightly lift my head and see him holding a bat, a
familiar one. Lucille? He puts the bat under my chin and lifts my head up. I
glare at him
Guy: Hey Pauly, I've been waiting a long time to meet you. I'm Neal... Negan's
son
***** Neal *****
I see Dad and Angel look up in the corner of my eye
Neal: Shocked? I'm guessing he never talked about me?
Me and Angel shake our heads
Neal: No? He told me about you two. Especially you
He points at me
Neal: I know what your thinking; where the hell was I this whole time? I was
locked up in my dad's room, in the closet until shit went down. He thought he
had sent me away but I saw what happened to him. I saw it all. Your mother
chosed revenge over saving all off you. I waited until you all left then I went
back for his damn bat and I followed you. I tried sending my men to capture you
but you killed them. I'm glad though they didn't listen and tried getting
physical with one of you. Enough about me. Let's get down to business. I have
beef with your mom aka the murderous bitch who killed my dad; where is she?
Everyone stays quiet
Neal: She's dead right?
He waves someone over. A guy comes holding moms body and drops it
Angel: Mom!
Neal just smirks. He gives the guy the baseball bat then takes a knife out
Angel: Leave her alone!
Neal: Sweetheart I'm going to tell you this once so listen closely. You scream
at me again and I'm going to cut your tongue out. Now Shhh
He unwraps the blankets, revealing mom
Neal: Holy shit; what the hell happened to her?
Angel looks away
Neil: Don't look away
He grabs Angel by the hair but dad punches him. Neal's guys hit dad and pin him
down
Angel: Dad!
One of his guys points a gun at her. Neal grabs his face and spits out blood
Neal: I told you morons to tie him up good. Nice punch by the way
He grabs Angel again and drags her to mom's body then grabs and throws me to
them
Neal: Look at mommy kids, look how fucked up she is
He looks at dad
Neal: Damn Daryl you fucked her up when you cut her open
Angel looked shocked. Neal looks at her then at dad
Neal: Oh you didn't tell her did you?
Angel: Tell me what?
Neal: You see your dad cut your mom open, covered himself with her blood, and
left her all alone in the woods; right Daryl?
Dad glares at him.
Angel: You're lying
Neal: Am I? Why don't ask him yourself?
Angel looks at him
Angel: He's lying right?
Dad looks down
Angel tears up
Neal: Told you I've been following you. I have eyes and ears everywhere. I see
and hear everything
Neal goes over to mom
Neal: Go to your dad kids
Angel and I crawl over to him
Daryl: Angel
He grabs her shoulder but she shakes him off
Angel: Don't touch me...
Neal gets a closer look at mom's face
Neal: Such a pretty face. I see where you kids get your looks from... give me
the bat
The guy gives him his bat
DARYL'S P.O.V
Neal: She won't be so pretty when I'm done
Me: No...NO!!
I charge but is forced down
Neal: Bring him over here, let him watch up close
They drag me close to Celina's face
Neal: Better view right?
Me: Fuck you
Neal smirks then starts hitting her face with the bat over and over. Tears
steam down my face, Angel and Pauly start to cry, Lucy covers her eyes, Jasper
and Carl were looking down. I'm crying and freaking out. Blood is splattering
all over my face. He finally stops
Neal: Goddamn look at that ugly face
He spits at her
Me: I'm going to fucking kill you you son of a bitch
He points the bat at me
Neal: You're the one with the crossbow. You are a big threat and you're just
going to get in the way of everything
He points the bat at Jasper
Neal: You as well, you'll get in the way from protecting someone you love,
can't risk that. I've seen your combat skills kid you're pretty damn good,
enough to be one of us but you'll just get distracted
He looks at Angel then at me
Neal: Take him to the edge
They pull me up
ANGEL'S P.O.V
He looks at Jasper
Neal: Him as well
I look and grab Jasper's hand
Me: Jasper
Jasper: It's going to be ok Angel
They pull Jasper up and take him to the edge next to dad. I freak out and grab
Pauly's hand
Me: Pauly
Neal goes over to me
Neal: Give me your lucky charm kid
Me: No
Neal: I'm asking nicely
Pauly: Just do it Angel
I looks at him in shock then take the charm off and give it to Neil
DARYL'S P.O.V.
He comes over to me and puts the charm around my neck
Neal: Let's see if that charm really does work. Don't worry I'll take good care
of your kids especially your little girl
Me: You lay a goddamn finger on them...
Neal: Yeah I know you're going to kill me blah blah blah. It'll be a miracle if
you both survive the fall
Neal walks over to Jasper
Neal: Any last words to your girlfriend?
Jasper looks at Angel
Jasper: Angel I love you
She tears up
Angel: I love you to
Neal: Aww teen love
He pushes Jasper off using the bat. Angel and Lucy scream
Neal: One down, one to go
He comes back over to me
Neal: If you die tell your whore of a wife I said... Hey
He uses the bat to push me off. Before I fell off I got a glimpse of his
necklace, it was the one with mine and Celina's rings that I put over her cross
Angel and Pauly: Dad!!
***** Who You're Dealing With *****
ANGEL'S P.O.V
That son of a bitch
Neal watches from the edge and whistles
Neal: No way they survived that
That bastard
Neal: Let's see here
He points at each of us
Neal: Four left, damn
He walks over to Lucy
Neal: What's your name sweetheart?
She's looking down in tears. Neal whistles at her, she looks up
Neal: Name
Lucy: Lu- Lucy
Neal starts singing
Neal: Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Him and his guys start laughing
Neal: Like The Beatles song
He looks at everyone
Neal: Shit don't tell me you haven't heard of them? I may have been locked up
my whole life but dad showed me the era of music and let me tell you he had
good taste
No one cares asshole
He walks over to Carl. Carl glares at him
Neal: What's your name kid?
Carl: You said you have eyes and ears everywhere, you should already know my
name
Neal laughs
Neal: Carl right? You're one of those huh?
Carl: What?
Neal: The tough ones who show no sign of fear, I like that kind. Makes me know
I don't scare them, that I'm not intimidating enough
Carl: I dealt with your dad before. I wasn't scared of him and I'm not scared
of you
Neal: You should be kid
Neal starts walking back and forth swinging the bat
Neal: Since you're all going to be staying with us. You must know what I'm
capable of. You must know that I don't fuck around. And you must know not to
ever fuck with me. Here's an example of who you're dealing with
He looks at the bat and smiles
Neal: I've always wanted to do this
He hits Carl in the head with the bat. Everyone screams as we all watch him
bash Carl's skull in. I cover my ears and hum while closing my eyes
PAULY'S P.O.V.
Neal: Oh shit look at all that blood
I sat there and watched him kill my best friend. I couldn't move but I kept
watching. He finally stopped and starts laughing
Neal: Goddamn look at that. His fingers are... twitching... Ha... Ha
He quickly turns around and vomits. His guys start laughing at him. He stops
and wipes his mouth then laughs
Neal: Jesus Christ I have no idea how my dad could handle that shit. Fuck me.
He's a sick motherfucker haha
I see in the corner of my eye Lucy falling to the ground. I look over. She
fainted
Neal goes over to her and gently kicks her
Neal: Yup she fainted. Enough of this shit let's take them home
They take Lucy, put a bag over Angel's head and take her. Neal comes over to me
holding a bag
Neal: See you on the other side buddy
He puts the bag over my head. They put us back in the van and take off
Angel: Pauly
Me: Yeah?
Angel: Do you think Dad and Jasper survived?
Me: I honestly don't know Angel. I hope so
***** That's Karma For Ya *****
DARYL'S P.O.V.
I pull Jasper out of the water and lay back to catch my breath. I sit up then
start shaking him
Me: Jasper.... Jasper!
I start smacking his face but nothing happens
Me: Damnit
I start giving him CPR
Me: Come on kid don't die on me now
I keep going when finally he coughs out water. I turn him to the side as he
continues then looks at me
Jasper: Daryl? Are we alive?
Me: Yeah surprisingly
Jasper looks around then sees where we fell from
Jasper: Shit
I grab onto my side then look at my hands, there's blood
Jasper: You're bleeding
Me: It's nothing
I rip a piece of my shirt and tie it around my waist
Me: We have to find wood to start a fire; can you walk?
Jasper: I think so
He slowly gets up
Jasper: Yeah I'm good
Me: Alright let's go
We start walking down the cavern. It was deeper than we expected. We eventually
made it out and into the forest
Jasper: This is a bad idea. It's very dark and what if walkers are out here?
Me: Go back in and wait for me if you have a problem with this. It's going to
get colder and we need food
Jasper: Fine since you know what you're doing
Me: Stick close and don't fall behind
Jasper: Are you going to leave me if I do?
I don't say anything and start walking
Jasper: Taking that as a yes
We walked through the forest picking up sticks we find on the floor
Jasper: Hey Daryl
Me: What?
Jasper: I know I'm not your favorite person
Me: Yeah you got that right
Jasper: But I just wanted to say thanks for saving me
Me: I didn't do it for you, I did it for Angel
Jasper: Oh...
It gets quiet for a couple of seconds
Jasper: Look I love your daughter
I get mad
Jasper: I would never hurt her, what happened back at home I didn't force her
or anything
I stop and look at him
Me: You listen to me you piece of shit. What happened was stupid. You're both
too fucking young and if you hurt my daughter, I will fucking kill you
Jasper: I understand your anger but we're in love and we want a family
I glare
Jasper: Not now, in the future
Me: Pssh we'll see about that
*CRACK*
We quickly look
Me: Get down
We duck and look to see a walker
Jasper: Fuck
Me: It's just one, stay here
I put the sticks down except one then sneak over to the walker and stab it in
the head. I grab onto my side again
Me: Damnit, I'm getting too old for this shit
Jasper: Oh shit
I look over
Me: What is it?
He's looking up at the cliff
Jasper: That's a fucking long way up
I go over and see
Me: Shit that might be our only option
Jasper: Look how high it is, There's no way we'll make it to the top
Me: We can make it
Jasper: How? We don't have any rope or tools
Me: Good thing I've done this before then
I get ready to climb
Jasper: Woah you're going to do this now?
Me: Yeah why?
Jasper: It's dark out here. How am I suppose to guard you?
Me: That's true, alright then we'll set up camp here then. We'll start climbing
in the morning
Jasper: That's better than now
We broke the sticks. Well we kept two for weapons and made a fire pit. I was
able to make a fire
Jasper: Good thing I got stuck with you. I wouldn't have been able to figure
this out on my own
Me: You should get some sleep, I'll keep guard
Jasper: Then I'll guard
Me: No need I can go on without sleep
Jasper: Daryl please I'd like to help
I sigh
Me: Fine
Jasper lays down and falls asleep. After a couple of hours he wakes up then
switches with me
Next Day...
I wake up and see that Jasper had fallen asleep
Me: Jasper!
He quickly wakes up
Me: What the fuck are you doing?
Jasper: I dosed off
Me: I gave you one simple fucking job and you fucked that up
Jasper looks down
Me: Look Jasper I'm sorry I'm being hard on you but you have to understand that
we're vulnerable out here and we can't let our guard down
Jasper: I'm sorry Daryl
Me: You're damn right your sorry now get your ass up, we have to climb this
shit
He gets up and walks over to the cliff
Me: I'll climb halfway then you start alright
He nods. I start climbing, it was very easy. I make it halfway then look down.
Jasper starts climbing. I wait until he gets close then continue climbing
Me: Almost there
I put my foot on a rock and pull myself up when suddenly my foot slips off
making me hold onto the rocks for my life
Me: Shit!
I struggle but get my foot back on. It falls off and almost hits Jasper
Jasper: Shit!
I try getting my foot on another rock but my hands slip off
Jasper: Daryl!!
My life flashes as I land on my leg and back
Me: Ah Fuck!
Jasper: I'm coming!
He starts climbing down as I lie there in pain. My leg was dislocated. That
happened for a reason, maybe because I was being an asshole to Jasper? If so
then that's karma for ya. Jasper gets close enough to the ground and jumps off
Jasper: Daryl holy shit!
Me: I fucking dislocated my leg
Jasper: Shit what do I do?
Me: You're going to have to pop it back in place
Jasper: What?! How?!
Me: Stop panicking and listen
He breathes fast as I explain what he needs to do. He grabs my leg
Jasper: Ready?
I grab a stick and bite onto it then nod. He pops it back in place as I yell at
the top of my lungs
***** Blood Brothers *****
PAULY'S P.O.V.
Neal had seperated Angel and Lucy from me. I was taken to a trailer where he
was outside drinking
Neal: There he is
Me: What the hell is going on?
Neal: Woah buddy take a seat, have a drink
I glare at him as I sat down. He puts a beer bottle in front of me. I just
stare at it
Neal: I know this whole situation isn't what you'd expect but in time you'll
understand
Me: Why? Why me?
Neal: You considered my dad, your dad. You looked up to him, you wanted to make
him proud but you never got that chance. So now I'm here and running the
Savior's and you can be my wing man
Me: Why would I do that? You murdered my best friend and threw my dad and my
sisters boyfriend off a cliff
Neal: They were a distraction to you including your sister and girlfriend.
That's why you're here with me so I can show you the ways around here. How to
become a leader and take over the fucking world
Me: What about Angel and Lucy? What happens to them?
Neal: They're going to be our little soldiers. All of you need to be trained in
order to become a Savior. Plus they're in good hands, they're with other girls
to keep them company
Me: What if I don't want this?
Neal: Oh Pauly that would not be good for you, your sister, and your
girlfriend. Not good at all. I'd be so disappointed that I went through all
this shit just to get you here and then to just kill you
He chugs his beer
Neal: We both want the same thing Pauly. We want to lead and make Negan proud.
We want to avenge his death. We want to rule the world. We're fucking blood
brothers... Well not really because your not related to me in any way but you
know we'll pretend we are. We can do whatever we want since the world is fucked
up. What do you say Pauly? Are you in?
I'm going to hate myself for this but this is to only protect Angel and Lucy
from this maniac
Me: I'm in
He smiles big
Neal: That's what I'm fucking talking about! Drink up! It's time to celebrate!
He turns on music, really loud music as he grabs another beer and drinks it
Neal: Don't be shy, chug that beer. You're no longer a kid anymore, you're a
fucking man now
I grab the beer bottle and take a sip. Ugh gross
Neal: Chug that shit!
Dad, Jasper I hope you made it out
I chug it
Neal: That's what I'm talking about!
He hands me another beer
Neal: To blood brothers
God help me
Me: Blood brothers
He hits my bottle with his and chugs as I do the same. He wraps his arm around
my shoulder
Neal: That's my fucking brother
***** We Have Each Other *****
ANGEL'S P.O.V.
Lucy and I were sitting against the wall keeping ourselves distant from the
other girls. She was holding Carl's torn and bloody hat
Lucy: Angel
Me: Yeah?
Lucy: I'm sorry about Jasper and your dad
I look down
Me: It's ok, I'm sorry about Carl. I know you two were close
Lucy looks at me then back at the hat
Lucy: Before you, Pauly, and Jasper Carl was my only friend. He always watched
out for me. I saw him as a brother and now...
She tears up and cries. I go over and hug her. She hugs back
Lucy: The worse part is that Rick doesn't know. I'm so scared Angel
Me: I am to Lucy but look at it this way, we still have each other and that's
all that matters
She smiles
Lucy: I hope Pauly is ok. If I lose him or you. I couldn't...
Two guys come over
Guy: On your feet you two
We look and stare at them. They forcefully pull us up and take us out of the
room only to put us in another room, an empty room. The two guys leave
Me: What the hell is going on?
Lucy: I don't know but I don't like it
Me: Me either
The door opens and Pauly stumbles in
Me: Pauly!
I run and hug him tightly
Pauly *slurring* H-Hey A-Angel my twinsy
He starts laughing. I smell beer off him
Me: Pauly what the hell is going on? Why are you drunk?
Pauly*slurring* N-Neal or I should say my b-brother but shhhh no one needs to
know that says I can come in and see you guys before we train tomorrow
Me: What are you talking about?
Pauly sees Lucy
Pauly *slurring* L-Lucy!
He stumbles over and hugs her. She hugs back but is confused on what's going on
Me: Earth to Pauly
He looks at me
Me: What training?
Pauly *slurring" oh yeeahhh! Neal wants us to become his soldiers along with
the other boys and girls here
Lucy: Why are you drinking with that murderer?
Pauly *slurring* To protect you both. If I don't do what he says he'll kill us
all so that's why I'm doing this because I love you both and we are all that we
have
Lucy smiles. He hugs Lucy again then me. Someone bangs on the door
Pauly: *slurring* times up for me
He starts stumbling to the door
Me: Pauly
He looks at me
Me: Be careful
He nods then leaves. Lucy and I were taken back into our room
***** You're Our Only Hope *****
DARYL'S P.O.V.
I was leaning against the tree across from the fire pit thinking about my kids.
What the bastard wanted with them? What was he going to do? Will I see them
again?
Jasper: Daryl
I look at him
Jasper: We're not going to make it are we?
Me: Why do you say that?
Jasper: You're injured
Me: So
Jasper: You know what you're doing Daryl. You've been out here before, you know
what to do, how to do things. I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what to
do
Me: Learn kid. Learn how to build a fire pit, make a weapon, hunt and kill
Jasper: I won't leave you here
Me: I can take care of myself. You might even have to
Jasper: What?
Me: The top of that cliff is our only way out. You have both arms and legs you
can make it up there
Jasper: Then what?
Me: Survive
Jasper: What about you? I could never forgive myself if I left you here alone
then come back and you're... dead
Me: I believe in you kid, you're our only hope now
Jasper smiles
Jasper: get some sleep, I'll guard and this time I won't dose off
Good kid
I close my eyes and eventually fell asleep
Me: Did you see them?
Celina: It's a boy and girl
Me: Have you thought of names?
Celina: Just for the girl. Angel
Me: Angel huh? I like it
Celina: I wanted you to come up with the name for the boy
Me: Hmm... What about Pauly? Then Paul when he gets older
Celina: I love it
The doctors come in with the babies. They give Celina Pauly and give me Angel
Celina: He looks just like you
Me: My little Pauly
I smile then look at Angel
Me: She's so beautiful. My beautiful Angel
I kiss her head
Negan: Snap out of it
Next thing I know they were all gone
Angel: Dad!
I look up and see Celina, Pauly, and Angel lined up in front of me. I was tied
to a tree. Negan comes and starts pointing the bat at each of them
And you...are... it
He points it at Celina
Neal: She chosed revenge over saving all off you
Celina:So sad how your own father made you his bitch. He probably wished he
never had a pathetic little bitch of a son
Negan hits her in the head then goes over to Pauly
Pauly: you'll never be a good of a father like Negan was
Negan hits him then goes over to Angel
Neal: Oh you didn't tell her did you?
Angel: Tell me what?
Neal: You see your dad cut your mom open, covered himself with her blood, and
left her all alone in the woods; right Daryl?
Angel: You're lying
Neal: Am I? Why don't ask him yourself?
Angel: He's lying right?
Me: Angel
Angel: Don't touch me
Neal: Don't worry I'll take good care of them especially your little girl
Negan hits her
I quickly wake up and breathe heavily
Jasper: Daryl, You alright?
Me: Yeah just... Had a nightmare. I'm fine
I wasnt
***** Wanna Know What Happens To Little Bitches *****
PAULY'S P.O.V
Neal: Rise and Shine!
I quickly wake up
Neal: Let's go got to do some training!
I grab my head
Pauly: Not so damn loud
Neal: Aww look at you, your first hangover
He punches my shoulder
Neal: Let's go. Up! Up! Up!
Fuck man
I get up, get dressed, and head outside. All the boys and girls were outside
lined up. I see Angel and Lucy. Neal wraps his arm around my shoulder, making
me jump a little
Neal: Jesus man you're very jumpy today
Ugh shut up
He puts me in line with the boys then gets in the middle
Neal: Alright you little shits if you want to become a Savior you have to train
like one. Combat and gun training. Pauly front and center
Man
I walk over to him
Neal: This here is my little brother
I roll my eyes, Angel does to
Neal: You're going to fighting him and you're going to learn how it's really...
I start vomiting
Neal: Oh shit haha. Dont mind him he just partied too hard last night
I wipe my mouth then stood straight
Neal: Let's see. Whose it going to be
He goes over to the lines and walks around everyone. He stops in front of Angel
and Lucy
Please no
Angel glares at him
Neal: You're up kid
Angel: Asshole
She walks over to me as Neal follows
Neal: You two are going to fight each other
Me: I won't fight her
Neal: Why cause she's a girl? That rule doesn't exist anymore. Out there they
are girls that will shoot and kill you. If you want to survive out there you're
going to have to hit a girl so fight
Me: No
Neal: Pauly fight her or I will
Angel: Just do it Pauly so this pussy can stop crying
Everyone: ooooo
Neal gets in her face
Neal: That was a big fucking mistake
Me: Ok I'll fight her
Neal: Nah ah not after that comment
Angel you idiot
Neal: Back in line Pauly
I look at Angel
Me: Angel
Angel: I'll be fine Pauly
Neal: Now Pauly!
I go back in line. Neal looks at everyone
Neal: Change of plans everyone. I'm going to show you all how it's done
He turns back and punches Angel. She falls to the ground
Neal: Come on you little bitch, get up
She gets up
Neal: Here I'll let you get a free shot at me
She punches him but it does nothing
Neal: What the hell was that? Haha you call that a punch?
He punches her again and she yet again falls to the ground
Neal: That's a punch! When they fall like that. That's a damn punch. Not that
sissy shit she just did
Some kids laughed, some took the lesson serious, and some didn't like what he
was doing. Angel spat out blood then gets in his face
Neal: Got something on your mind?
Angel: Yeah
She spits on the floor
Angel: You hit like a BITCH! You think just because you're hitting a girl makes
you a man? It makes you look like one
Neal glares
Neal: Kids... Wanna know what happens to little bitches?
Neal punches her back to the ground and starts kicking her
Lucy: STOP!!
Angel begins to cry as he starts to punch her. I couldn't take it anymore so I
ran and shoved him off. Everyone was shocked including Neal
Me: Angel I'm sorry
Next thing I know he tackles me, holds me down, and starts punching me over and
over scaring everyone. He finally stops then grabs my face
Neal: Don't ever do that shit again
He forces me up then forces Angel up as throws her back in line
Neal: I hope you all learned something from this
He points at a boy
Neal: You front and center
The boy comes
Neal: Both of you fight
I glare at Neal then look at the boy. He looked nervous
Neal: Go on now
I wanted to make Neal look like an idiot so I just stood there as the boy
punched me. It didn't hurt
Neal: Got to punch him harder, that didn't do anything
The boy punches me harder. I had blacked out but when I snapped out of it I was
on top of the boy punching him, he was barely conscious. Neal pulls me off
Neal: Woah woah woah Pauly. I said fight not kill each other
Denise: You're going to have to take it easy from now on if you don't want to
have anymore blackouts
Damn
***** Look *****
Angel and I were taken to the infirmary to get cleaned up. As they were taking
care of Angel, I sat there with my hands on my head in anger which led to me
crying
Angel: Pauly?
Me: I should have just fought you. I should have instead I chickened out and
look what happened
Angel: I'm fine Pauly
Me: You're not fine! Look at your face! Look what that bastard did to you! I'm
suppose to protect you and I just stood there and watched as he beat the hell
out of you!
Angel: But you did stop him. Then you got the hell beat out of you
She laughs. I stare in shock then let out a laugh
Me: Damn you Angel
I wipe the tears off then grab her hand
Me: I love you
Angel: Love you to Pauly
Lucy walks in
Me: Lucy
He runs and hugs me
Me: Ow ow ow
She stops and looks at me
Lucy: Sorry
Me: It's ok Lucy
She puts her hand on my face
Lucy: That son of a bitch is going to pay for this
Me: It's not as bad as it looks
Lucy: Are you serious?!Look at you!
Angel: He's joking Lucy
Lucy: Oh... Haha
I put my hand on her face and smile
Me: Cutie
She blushes then hits my shoulder
Me: Oww
Lucy: That's for scaring me. I thought he was going to kill the both of you
Angel: Well he clearly needs us for something
Doctor: Alright you're all done. You're next young man
Angel gets up as I sit and get taken care of. Lucy hugs Angel
Lucy: Are you alright Angel?
Angel: Never felt better
Lucy: Did he really punch like a bitch?
Angel: Oh yeah
Me: Then what was with the crying?
Angel: Just putting on a show haha
Me: Angel you're crazy
Angel: I know
Doctor: Just to let you kids know once you're done here you have to go back to
the training center
All of us: Ughhhhh
***** Did I Forget To Mention That? *****
ANGEL'S P.O.V
After the infirmary we were taken back to where everyone was at which was
outside of the wall. We went into the forest to see a bunch of walkers chained
up to trees. Some kids were lined up in front holding guns
Neal: Aim for the head!
They start shooting
Neal: If you pass this part, you'll move on to the next step on being a Savior
As everyone took turns it was finally me, Pauly, and Lucy that were up. They
give us each a gun and we start shooting. Neal walks by each of us. Pauly shot
the walkers in the head like nothing
Neal: That's what I'm talking about
Lucy was shaking as she held the gun
Neal: Breathe kid
He adjusts the gun and positions her
Neal: Take a deep breath and shoot
She does what he says and shoots, hitting the walker in the head
Neal: Good job kid
He comes over to me. I couldn't help but glare. He hits my head
Neal: Face forward
I growl to myself and point the gun at the walker
Neal: Show me whatcha got trash talker
Fuck off
I shoot the walkers in the head
Neal: Damn girl. You surprise me, good job
His men take the guns from us as we get in line
Neal: Alright I'm going to split everyone in two groups
He starts calling names and separating everyone. Luckily Lucy, Pauly, and I
were in the same group
Neal: This group right here
He points at ours
Neal: Congrats you made it onto the next task but the for you guys
He points at the other group then suddenly his men start shooting them down.
Everyone screams and freaks out. Lucy hides her face in Pauly's chest as he
grabs onto her. We were all shocked. That could have been us
Neal: Death to those who don't make it
He looks at everyone who were all terrified
Neal: What? Did I forget to mention that? Oops
How could he do that?
Neal: Alright let's move on
Are you serious? There's more?
We go further into the forest where there was a horde of walkers. They hand
everyone a gun and knives
Neal: You're all going to go out there and kill each of them. This is the real
test if you can survive a zombie attack because when we're under attack you
have to not only defend yourself, you have to defend each other, me as well. Do
not fail me. Go!
He starts whistling getting all the walkers attention
Me: Holy shit
Neal and his men stand back and watch as we all start shooting at the walkers.
I got seperated with Pauly and Lucy as the walkers swarmed us. I saw kids
getting bit and eaten alive as I tried so hard to save them. Once you ran out
of bullets you only had your knife which made it alot harder because there was
so many of them. I kill one then look around, they were all dead. I see Pauly
and Lucy along with five other kids who made it. We were all catching our
breaths. Neal comes over to us clapping
Neal: Well done kids. You did it. You passed the test
There were still kids alive on the ground but they were bitten. Neal goes over
pointing a gun at one of them then looks at us
Neal: All of you, kill them
Me: What?
Neal: This is something you must do when someone gets bit especially those you
know. Put them out of their misery or they'll turn into zombies. Did I forget
to mention that as well?
I look down at one kid. He's choking on his own blood staring at me
Me: I can't
Neal grabs me
Neal: Put him out of his misery damnit! Do it!
Lucy: No
Neal looks at her
Neal: No?
He walks over to her
Neal: They are suffering, dying slowly and painfully. You will end it or I'll
end you and all of you
Pauly stabs a girl in the head
Neal: He understands! Now do it!
We all start stabbing them in the head. Lucy starts crying as she does it
Neal: Hey! No crying! Savior's don't cry, stop crying little girl!
I wanted to cry to but I held it in
Neal: Good job now go back to your rooms and get cleaned up
I wanted to kill him so badly right then and there
***** Heal *****
DARYL'S P.O.V
Jasper decided to explore the forest to see if there was another way out. I
went to go look for food... Well tried. I was able to grab a couple of fishes
using the stick. Wish I had my crossbow. After my little fishing adventure I
went back to camp. Jasper wasn't back yet so I decide to cook the fish
One hour later...
He still hasn't shown up, I was getting worried. If he didn't show up for a
while I was going to go look for him
Another hour later...
I went out looking for Jasper. I didn't want to go too far out from the camp.
There's only so much my ankle can take
Me: Jasper!
Damnit Jasper where'd ya go
I kept on searching but no luck. My leg finally gave out and I fell to the
ground
Me: Fuck! Damnit Jasper
I start dragging myself back to camp. Jasper was there eating
Oh you've got to be kidding me
Me: Where the hell were you?
Jasper: I got lost
Me: I went out looking for you, you had me worried
Jasper: Huh that's a shock. You actually worried about me
Me: I told you why. Any luck?
Jasper: There's no other way out, just that cliff. We should wait until your
ankle is healed then climb again
Me: It's going to be some time
Jasper: I can't wait, need your strength back
Me: I know
Jasper: You think we'll find them?
Me: I hope so. I hope they're alright
***** Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds *****
Night Time...
PAULY'S P.O.V
Lucy, Angel, and I were at Neal's place. We were sitting at the table with him
eating. He had music playing which was the one he sang when we first met him
Music: Lucy in the sky with diamonds
Neal closes his eyes and smiles, getting into the music
Neal: What do you guys think of it?
Me: I like it
Angel: It's alright
Neal: What about you Lucy baby?
Lucy: Its cool
Neal: I'm proud of all of you today, didn't think you'd actually have it in you
well accept you Pauly, brother. I knew you had it all along. Sorry about that
little incident earlier Pauly, I just felt a little embarrassed that's all
Me: It's alright
Neal: No hard feelings right?
Me: No we're good
Neal: That's good
Another song plays. He drops to the table
Neal: Fucking love this song
He goes over to it turns the music up
Neal: Let's fucking party!
Later that night...
￼Angel and Lucy were back in their rooms while I was at Neal's place. He was
still playing his loud ass music. I couldn't sleep so I get up and look. There
was a crack in the wall where I can see Neal lying down smoking and staring at
the roof. He looked sad. Since the music was loud I took the opportunity to
sneak out and headed to the building where the girls were
NEAL'S P.O.V
I lied there thinking of my father and how close we were until the day my mom
died and when the world had gone to shit, that's when everything went to hell.
He changed, he became violent towards me. I sat up and put the cigarette on the
ashtray while looking at my wrist, seeing the cuts on it
Negan: I'm sorry son but this is to protect you
I take out the razor in my pocket and put it against my wrist
Me: Dad! Dad!
Negan: I love you Neal
*Door slams*
I throw the razor and the beer bottle then grabbed a small box from under the
couch and opened it. It's a couple of syringes. I sit down and strap my arm as
I inject myself. I fall back on the couch as it kicks in
Negan: You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are
grey
I let out a smile
Me: You'll never know, how much I love you, please don't take my sunshine away
PAULY'S P.O.V
I sneak in the room, they were all sleeping. I find Lucy
Me *whispering* Lucy
She wakes up
Lucy*whispering* Pauly? What are you doing here?
Me*whispering* I wanted to talk to you, come on
Lucy gets up as I took her to private area outside
Lucy: Are you sure we should be out here?
Me: No but I wanted to see you
He laughs
Lucy: You just saw me earlier silly
Me: Yes but I didn't give you this
I give her a flower. She smiles big as she takes it
Lucy: It's beautiful Pauly
Me: You always gave me flowers to cheer me up so I wanted to return the favor
since today was hard on you
She kisses me. I stand there in shock as she stops and looks at me
Me: Well...I wasn't expecting that haha
I start to blush
Lucy: I wanted to ask you something
I look at her
Lucy: The other night when you said you loved me and Angel; was that true?
I smile
Me: Yes, I love you Lucy
I giggle then turn around in embarrassment
Me: I'm sorry I never thought I'd ever say that
She comes up behind me and wraps her arms around me while resting her head on
my back
Lucy: I love you to Pauly
I grab her hands and face her
Lucy: Kiss me
I lean in and kiss her
NEAL'S P.O.V
I needed fresh air so I took a walk outside the town. I go to the corner and
see Pauly and Lucy. I watch from behind the wall
Oh no
***** Get Them Back In One Piece *****
One Month Later...
DARYL'S P.O.V
My ankle was finally better. Damn, it took forever but Jasper and I managed to
survive out here. We both walk over to the cliff
Jasper: Ready?
I take a deep breath
Me: If I fall again just leave me
Jasper: I'll just carry you
I laugh
I start climbing
Jasper: Same as last time?
Me: Yeah
I climb halfway then Jasper starts to climb
Me: Almost...
Deja vu
Me: Nevermind
Come on dont fall again you dumbass
I reach the top and climb over. Jasper makes it so I help him over. We both
look at each other. He hugs me
Me: Ok that's enough
He quickly let's go
Jasper: Sorry I couldn't help myself
Me: It's alright
Jasper: Let's get the fuck out of here
Me: Don't have to tell me twice
We get up and start walking through the damn forest. It felt like an eternity
but we finally made it to the road. Jasper drops to the ground and kisses it
Jasper: Thank you god
Me: Jasper get up
He gets up
Jasper: We finally made it out Daryl, we can finally go rescue Angel, Pauly,
and Lucy
Me: Hold on now we don't know where to look
Jasper: Home
Me: Place is overrunned remember?
Jasper: Then let's take it back. Get one of bastards and make them talk
Me: Now you're talking my language but there's one problem
Jasper: What?
Me: We don't know where home is
He walks away
Jasper: Fuck!
Me: Jasper keep your voice down, you'll attract walkers or people
I look both ways
Me: Hmm let's go this way
Jasper: Let's hope you're right
We go to the right and follow the road
I hope this is the right way
Jasper: I hope everyone is alright
Me: I hope so to
Neal: I'll take good care of your kids especially your daughter
Me: I swear if that bastard touches Angel
Jasper: Wait what?
Me: When you were pushed off. That son of a bitch went over to me and told me
he would take care of them especially Angel
Jasper: I'll kill him
Me: No I'm going to kill him. What he did to my wife in front of me and he was
wearing my necklace that had our rings on it
Jasper: That sick motherfucker. I'm sorry Daryl
Me: Don't be. All that matters is that we get them back, all of them in one
piece
Jasper: Roger that
***** Second and Third *****
ANGEL'S P.O.V
Neal had Lucy and I in this room that had two chairs in it which felt
uncomfortable. He kept circling around us, looking at us closely
Me: Why are we here?
Neal: I've been watching you two very closely for the past month. Both of you
are very close to Pauly, too close
Me: Because we're family that's why
Neal: You're both distracting Pauly and I can't have him distracted while he's
out there protecting me. His whore sister and his lying cheating girlfriend
Me and Lucy: What?
Neal: What? You think I don't know? Little miss non virgin here
He points at me
Neal: And you
He points at Lucy
Neal: The backstabbing whore who went behind Pauly's back
Lucy: The hell you talking about? I would never...
Neal: Don't you fucking lie to me bitch!
Me: Leave her alone!
He gets in my face
Neal: And you! You've been pissing me off since day one. All of this is going
to change tonight. I can fucking guarantee it
Me: We have no fucking idea what you're talking about
Neal: You don't? Well then let me clarify
He takes his gun out and points it at Lucy. He hands her cuffs
Neal: Cuff your hand then Angel's
Lucy: Why?
Neal: Just fucking do it!
Lucy cuffs her hand then mine. He points the gun at both of us
Neal: I'm going to teach you both a lesson today so you better listen close and
never ever forget this day, it's a life long lesson. You both belong to me now.
There's no Jasper and no Pauly, just me
Me: Oh my god
Neal: Oh my god is right Angel
Me: You're going to...
Neal: Oh yeah and you're both going to enjoy it
Lucy freaks out
Me: You're sick, you're fucking sick
He smirks
Neal: I know and it feels good. That makes me know I'm scaring you
Me: You don't scare me at all
Neal: Your going to wish you never said that
He smacks me with the gun, knocking me down while pulling Lucy with me.  He
kicks me in the stomach a couple of times then laughs
Neal: Still wondering why guys want to hurt you? Have you finally figured it
out?
I have figured it out
He kicks me again then takes his belt off
Neal: Ever been hit by a belt? Hurts like a bitch when you do it right
He starts hitting us with the belt. All we could do was lie there and take it.
We scream in pain while covering our face
Lucy: Pauly help!!!!
Neal: No one can hear you sweetheart especially Pauly
He keeps going
Lucy starts crying while calling out for Pauly. He stops then ties my other
hand to one of the chairs with his belt while pulling my pants off then Lucy's
Neal: You'll go first Angel since Lucy's not going to do shit to help you
He looks at her, she's cowering and crying. He laughs then gets on me
Neal: You wanna know who I lost my virginity to? Your mom
What?
Flashback...
NEAL'S P.O.V
Negan finishes
Negan: Fuck that was great
Celina gets dressed then runs to the bathroom and starts vomiting. Negan gets
dressed then goes in
Celina: What do you want now?
He punches her knocking her out
Negan: Fucking bitch
He drags her back into his room then goes to the closet and opens it. I stare
at him
Negan: Ready to become a man?
I just stare as he uncuffs my hands then pulls me out
Negan: Don't worry son she's unconscious, she wont wake up. Were you watching
closely?
I nod
Negan: Good
He starts undoing her pants
Negan: You know what to do from here
I hover over her as I pull her underwear off and get inside her. Negan puts her
arms back and lays his knees on them while covering her eyes
Negan: Just in case
I start thrusting
Negan: Never start slow you fucking ram that shit in there and go fast. You
want them to now you're not fucking around, you own them. You want them to beg
for you to stop
I start thrusting faster
Negan: Get in there son
I start going faster and deeper while moaning. She lets out soft moans
Negan: See. Even when she's unconscious she can still feel and she's enjoying
it
I smile at him as I continue. He cheered me until I finished
Me: Fuck... Fuck
Negan: That's my boy
End of flashback...
ANGEL'S P.O.V
I'm tearing up
Neal: Yeah and you're about to be my second and you
He pokes at Lucy
Neal: My third
Me: Pauly will kill you for this
He smirks
Neal: We'll see about that
He starts undoing his pants. Lucy covers her ears and looks away. I had no way
of getting away from him. He pulls my underwear off and gets in. I grab onto
the cuffs and belt as he starts going fast. He stared down at me as he took his
shirt off. His necklace close to my face as I look and recognized it. It was
dad's that he made for mom. He looks at the necklace then at me then smirks as
he kept going. More tears slide down my face. He begins to go even more faster
and harder, making it hurt. He grabs Lucy by the hair and pulls her to him,
kissing her while still thrusting. Lucy pulls away as Neal throws her back
down. I let out moans and cries as it hurt more and more. He finally finishes
and let's out a loud moan as I held in mine
Neal: Fuck me that was great, even after eight years
I look away from him and cry. He looks over at Lucy and rubs her head
Neal: I didn't forget about you sweetheart
He holds her down as he gets on her
Lucy: No no no please
I wanted to help her but I couldn't so I did what she did and looked away while
covering my ears. I can hear her screaming "no" so I try to get it out of my
head by thinking of Jasper and Dad, praying that they survived. I missed them
so much. I missed mom, I wish she was still alive. None of this would have
happened if she were alive. The cuffs starts hitting my wrist faster and faster
Neal: That's it baby you're getting there
Lucy: Stoooooop!
Neal: Let's see how really innocent you are
Please stop talking
He finishes then moans louder
Neal: I fucking knew it
I look over
Neal: You're not a fucking virgin
Lucy cries more as Neal gets in her face
Neal: Spit it out! Who was it from?!
Lucy shakes her head. Neal grabs her hair
Neal: Who was it?!
Lucy: It was Carl ok!
I'm shocked
Neal: Wow I didn't expect that. Carl was how old now? My age right?
Me: Fuck you Neal!
He looks at me
Me: You fucking asshole!
He puts his pants on then stands in front of me
Neal: Wanna go for another round bitch?
I look away
Neal: That's what I fucking thought
He uncuffs our hands as he sits and starts smoking
Neal: Now get dressed
***** Don't Pussy Out *****
PAULY'S P.O.V
I went to the infirmary to check on the kid who I nearly killed at training a
month ago, I had put him in a coma. I'm surprised Neal hasn't killed him yet
Me: Hang in there buddy
Sebastian comes in, he's one of the lucky ones that survived at training with
us
Sebastian: Hey Pauly Neal wants me to escort you to him
Me: Damnit; why?
He shrugs
Me: Fine
I leave the infirmary then follow him into a building
Sebastian: This room right here
He walks away
Ok...
I head in the room only to see Angel and Lucy tied to a chair
Me: What the fuck?
They look at me, their mouths were tied
Neal comes in
Neal: There you are
I look at him. He was holding dad's crossbow
Me: What the fuck is going on Neal?
Neal: You've been very very distracted little brother. That's not good
especially when you're out there defending everyone including me so I have here
the ones who are most important in your life and you are going to choose who
lives and who dies
They start freaking out
Me: What?! No!
Neal: Pauly you have to make sacrifices in this world. This will make you
stronger, let you know you can't get too close to those you love
He points the crossbow at them
Neal: So choose right now who you want to die. Your twin sister or your
girlfriend
He can't be serious, this has to be a joke
Me: Neal you're not serious right?
Neal: I'm dead serious Pauly
Me: This is impossible. I can't choose between them
Neal: If you don't I will kill them both. Do you want that? Losing both than
saving one?
Me: No
Neal: Then choose... Whose going to die!
I look at both of them, they're crying. I start freaking out which led to me
crying as I thought of all the good and bad times we all went through
Me: I CAN'T CHOOSE!!
Neal grabs me
Neal: Don't pussy out on me!
He smacks me
Neal: You're not a fucking pussy Pauly!
He points the crossbow at them again
Neal: Sister or girlfriend!!
I look at them still freaking out
Me: I'm so sorry... I'm sorry Angel
She gives me a shocked but hurt look
Neal: Is that your final answer?
I nod then put my hands on my head. Neal aims at her but then aims at Lucy and
shoots her instead. He shot her in the chest
Me: NOOO!! LUCY!!
I run over to her
Neal: The correct answer was Lucy. If you had said Lucy then I would have shot
Angel. That's how I play this game, damn maybe I should have told you that
I untie her mouth
Lucy: Pauly.... I'm ... Sorry
Me: For what?
Lucy: I... I...
She closes her eyes
Me: No Lucy! Lucy!
I kiss her then cry
Neal: She cheated on you with Carl fyi. Better leave you guys to it then
He leaves. I quickly go over to Angel and untie her
Me: Angel
She unties her mouth
Me: Angel I'm...
Angel: Don't Pauly... Just don't. I understand why
Me: You would have done the same
Angel looks at me
Angel: No Pauly
Me: If it were dad you would
Angel: Don't you dare put dad's name in this
Me: Angel I'm sorry
Angel: I'm your sister Pauly
Me: I know
She starts attacking me but I don't stop her
Angel: Damn you Pauly!
She stops then starts crying
Angel: Lucy called out to you when Neal raped us
My eyes get wide as I look at her
Me: That son of a bitch... I'm going to kill him
Angel: Good! You can at least do that for me
Neal bangs on the door
Neal: Let's go Pauly!
Me: What he said about Lucy and Carl; was that true?
She nods. I look down as I walk over to her
Me: I still love you Lucy. I'm so sorry
I kiss her cheek
Me: I'm sorry again Angel
I hug her but she just stands there
Me: Forgive me
I leave
Later that night...
I'm in my room crying because of everything that had happened. I betrayed Angel
and I got Lucy killed
Me *singing* Lucy in the sky with diamonds... Lucy in the sky....
I start to cry more. Neal stands by the door
Neal: Pauly
Me: Get the fuck out of here
Neal: Damn man I did you a huge favor and you're still pissed at me?
I get up and get in his face. He stares me down
Me: Get out or I'll beat the holy hell out of you
He gets serious then smiles while grabbing my face
Neal: There you are Pauly. That's exactly who I've been waiting for
I smack his hands off and shove him
Me: Don't fucking touch me
Neal: Umm did I not say your girlfriend was cheating on you?
Me: Umm did you not like rape her and my sister? You sick fuck!
I punch him hard then force him against the wall. He hits me with his head then
punches me to the ground
Neal: Godammit! When are you going to realize that Lucy was a cheating whore
who fucked your best friend behind your back huh?
He kicks me in the stomach
Neal: There are more girls here you know
I mumble something
Neal: What? I didn't hear you, speak up!
Me: Fuck you Neal!
He laughs
Neal: Fuck me? No brother. Fuck you
He kicks me in the face, knocking me out
***** On The Road Again *****
Next Day...
DARYL'S P.O.V
Jasper and I were walking on the road again not knowing if we're close to home
or not. I haven't seen any familiar places that would make me remember exactly
where we're going
Jasper: I think we're going to the wrong way
Me: No going back now
Jasper: How long are we going to keep walking for?
Me: Until we find home
Jasper: And what if we don't?
Me: Then we're going to die out here looking for it still
Jasper: That's not funny
Me: What do you want me to say? That everything's going to be ok? Is that what
you want to hear Jasper?
Jasper: I just want there to be hope that's all
Me: Hope? You really think hope is on our side?
Jasper: Well yeah. We fell down a waterfall, you fell off a cliff, we were
trapped in the forest and we managed to survive. What does that tell you?
Me: It's dumb luck that's all plus Celina's lucky charm
I grab onto it
Jasper: I want you to have this
He hands me his bracelet that says "smile"
Me: The hell is this?
Jasper: If you're ever feeling down or pissed off just look at that and smile.
Good things will happen. It worked on Angel, it will work on you
Me: I don't need another lucky charm
Jasper: Please Daryl just give it a try
I let out an annoyed sigh then take it. I stare at it as I'm walking. I think
of everyone I lost and everyone I have. I think about Pauly and Angel from how
little they were to how big they are now. I smile as a tear slides down my
face. I can see Jasper looking at me
Jasper: Oh shit
I look up and see a couple of guys with motorcycles by a gas station
Me: Come on
We run into the forest and sneak behind a wall where they're at
Guy: I heard Neal shot down one of those young girls last night
Other guy: Yeah the really cute one
Guy: Just cause she wasn't a virgin; can you believe that?
Once I heard that. I thought the worst. My little girl dead. I couldn't breathe
and my heart was filled with rage
Jasper *whispering* Daryl
Me *whispering* I'm fine
Guy: He has lost his mind I tell ya. That boy ain't right no more
Other guy: His daddy was worst but he's starting to become him. Were you there
when he beat that dead girls face in?
Guy: No, he did that?
Other guy: Yeah in front of her family
I lost control and ran at them, attacking them. Jasper joined in as I grabbed
one of their guns and shot them down. One managed to survive so I grab him and
get in his face
Me: What girl were you talking about huh?! Answer me!
Jasper: Daryl!
Me: Shut up Jasper! What was her name?!
Guy: Which one?
Me: The virgin!
Guy: Oh her?... Lucy
Me: Thanks
I shoot him in the head then look at Jasper. His eyes teared up
Jasper: Lucy's dead
Me: Jasper
Jasper: I'm fine. What about you? You just ran out
Me: I thought he was talking about Angel
Jasper: Me to. Poor Pauly
Me: Yeah he loved that girl
She was the sweetest little girl I met. She'd put new flowers on Celina's grave
everytime the old ones died. Sometimes give me flowers to cheer me up. Poor
girl
Me: Let's grab as many things as we can and take off. Do you know how to ride
one of those?
I point at the motorcycle
Jasper: No but I always wanted to
Me: Well today's your lucky day. Oh and sorry for shouting at you
Jasper: I understand
Me: Let's go home
We hop on the bikes and take off well me anyways, Jasper took it slow and kept
swerving it
Me: You good?
Jasper: Yeah I got it
He swerves more then finally gets it. He smiles at me then takes off fast
Jasper: WOOOOOOOO!!!
I couldn't help but laugh as I sped up and passed him
Me: Keep up!!
We drive along the road for quite some time. Out of nowhere, there it was.
Home. We hide the bikes in the forest then go over the gate. The gates open and
Rick comes running out. He hugs both of us then looks around
Rick: Carl?
Me: We got seperated
Rick looks down
Me: I'm sure he's fine Rick
Guy: Savior's!!
***** Make It Count *****
Me: Shit! They can't find us
Rick: Follow me
Rick leads us to the infirmary building and opens a door from the wall
Rick: Carl told me about this
Me: Thank you Rick
He nods then closes the door
We hear a truck drive into the town
Neal: Everyone over here now! Hurry up!
I sightly open the door as Jasper and I peek out. Everyone in the town went
over to him. Angel and Pauly come out and stand on both sides of him
Jasper: Oh my god
Me: Angel, Pauly
They looked miserable. Pauly's face was badly bruised. Angel was hiding
something behind her back
ANGEL'S P.O.V
Neal: Rick step forward
Rick steps up
Neal comes over to me
Neal: Go ahead, give it to him
I glare at him
Neal: Go on don't be shy
I look at Rick and walk over to him. He gives me a concerned look
Rick: Angel; is Carl ok?
My eyes begin to tear up as I give him Carl's hat
Me: I'm sorry Rick
He takes it from me and starts crying
DARYL'S P.O.V
Jasper: No not Carl to
Me: Goddamnit
Neal: Sebastian!
A kid comes holding my crossbow
Me: Son of a bitch
PAULY'S P.O.V
Neal: This here is my lieutenant and he does not fuck around. Whatever I tell
him, he does so no one try anything because you will regret it
Sebastian was a spoiled brat. He wanted to make sure he always made Neal proud,
his little pet. Hell he'd even have paint across his eyes to make himself look
like a badass
Neal: And of course my brother here
He puts his arm over my shoulder and takes me up front
Neal*whispers* Make me proud
He walks away as I stand there, holding the tears back for what I'm about to
do. I take my gun out
Neal: Woah woah woah
He walks over to me
Neal: This gun
He gives me the gun dad gave me from mom
Neal: Your gun brother. This powerful bad boy will show everyone not to fuck
with us. Make it count... Sebastian
Sebastian grabs Denise, Abraham, and Carol and puts them on their knees
Neal: You people need to learn not to fuck with me. Pauly show them
I walk over to Denise. She was scared but she let out a smile
Denise: It's ok Pauly
I point the gun at her
Me: Thank you for saving me Denise
I pull the trigger. Blood splatters as she falls. Everyone in the back screams
Neal: Damn that was messy, keep it going
I walk over to Abraham and point the gun while shaking
DARYL'S P.O.V
Oh my god
I try to run out but Jasper quickly grabs me
Me: Let go of me
Jasper: Daryl we can't
Me: We can't let him do this
Jasper: I know but we're going to put them in danger if they know we're alive.
I'm sorry
PAULY'S P.O.V
Abraham: It's ok kid do it. You've made me proud son. Just promise me something
Me: What?
Abraham *whispering* Kill that son of a bitch
I nod
Neal: Let's go Pauly we don't have all day!
Me: Shut the FUCK UP NEAL!
Neal: Sebastian
Sebastian points the crossbow at Abe but I point the gun at him
Me: Don't you fucking dare! I'm doing this!
Neal:  Then fucking do it!
I let out a yell then shoot Abe. Angel looks down. I yell more then point the
gun at Carol. She's smiling at me
Carol: Pauly
Mom told me how Carol took care of her and our uncle
Neal: Problem Pauly?
There's going to be a fucking problem if you keep it up
Me: Carol thank you for helping my mom when she needed you. Thank you for being
there for me
Carol: Of course Pauly
I start hyperventilating as my hands shake, still pointing the gun at her
Neal: Oh my god
Neal walks over, grabs my gun, and shoots her
Me: NO!
Neal: See how easy that was?!
I keep breathing heavily as I glare at him, tears getting ready to fall. He
slaps me
Neal: Don't you fucking dare shed a tear, You're a fucking man for god sakes
and a Savior. We don't fucking cry
He slaps me again then walks away
Neal: Hope you all learned something from this. Now we're going to take some of
your shit. Spread out kids. You to crybaby Pauly
Fuck you Neal
Angel, Sebastian, and I split around the town to collect stuff that we need for
Neal
DARYL'S P.O.V
I sit against the wall with my hands on my head
Jasper: Daryl
Me: Jasper please
He backs off
Jasper: Pauly
I quickly look and see him coming. He stares at the wall
Me: Pauly
He looks around then comes closer
Me: Infirmary
Pauly quickly leaves to the infirmary where we met him. He's shocked when he
sees me
Pauly: Dad? Jasper?
He runs and hugs me tightly then starts crying. Of all the years I've been with
him he never broke down like this. My poor boy
Me: I got you Pauly
Pauly: He killed Lucy and Carl
Me: I know son, I'm so sorry
Pauly: Take me away I hate it there
Me: I can't
He looks at me
Me: He can't know we're alive, not now
Jasper: It's very dangerous Pauly
I grab his face and look at it closely
Me: Did that son of a bitch do this?
Pauly: Yeah but I got a few punches at him
I smile
Me: That's my boy
Angel walks in and sees me
Angel: Dad?
Me: Angel
She runs and hugs me tightly and starts crying. I couldn't help but tear up. My
little girl in my arms, thinking she was dead. She looks and sees Jasper
Angel: Jasper?
Jasper: Hey you
She hugs him tightly while kissing him. I look over at Pauly who looks down
when he saw them. I go over to him and put my hand on his back
Me: Hey it's going to be ok buddy
Pauly: Dad I have something to tell you. You might hate me afterwards and I'll
understand
Me: What is it?
I was worried
Pauly: Neal made me choose between Angel and Lucy and I chose to saved Lucy
instead of Angel. He ended up killing Lucy
He looks down and cries more
Pauly: You hate me don't you?
Me: No Pauly I don't
He looks at me
Pauly: How do you not hate me?
Me: Cause you're my son and you always will be no matter what
He smiles
Angel: Dad
I look at her and she hugs me again. I kiss her head
Angel: Mom's charm really does work
Me: Yeah and this charm to
I show her Jasper's charm. She smiles
Angel: It worked for you?
I smile and nod
Neal: Angel! Pauly! Let's go!
He was right around the corner from the infirmary. Jasper and I quickly run
back to the hidden door. I look back and see Pauly and Angel staring at me
Me: I love you both
Pauly: Love you
Angel quickly hugs me
Angel: love you to dad
Neal: Where the fuck are you guys?!
Me: We're going to get you out I promise. Hang in there
She smiles and nods
Jasper: I love you Angel
Angel: I love you to
She lets go as I close the door. Letting them go like that was the hardest
thing I've ever done. To let them go back to that place with that bastard. I'll
never forgive myself if anything happens to them
ANGEL'S P.O.V
I quickly wipe my tears and calm myself
Me: Let's go to crybaby Neal
I look at Pauly, he's looking at a vase with flowers in it
Me: Pauly we have to go
He grabs and throws it then starts knocking things over
Me: Pauly!
He ignores me and continues. I grab and hug him
Me: Pauly I'm sorry for your loss but you need to stop this. You need to be
strong for everyone and stop being a goddamn bitch
He glares at me
Pauly: Is that what you think I'm being?
Me: Yes
Pauly: How dare you Angel. I'll show you and everyone else who the fuck I am
Neal comes in
Neal: What in the hell happened here? Nevermind I don't want to know, let's get
out of here
Pauly and I walk out and get in the truck along with Sebastian and Neal
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